Mujahadah~

Mock Trial 2010: Adrenaline 090909

2011-02-10T19:54:00.034+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

The Poster:

Iftar Jama'ie:

It is Nana’s effort, together with a few of her friends to handle 2010’s mock trial, a program which is in conjunction with the convocation fiesta of IIUM. They managed to convince Law Society of IIUM and mock trial of 2010 is theirs. They appointed me as the Program Manager, to handle management thingy while Nana acted as the Director, which is clear that she is in charge for the production house.

Audition has been conducted, around 40 students turned up for the audition. Alhamdulillah. Trainings, meetings and rehearsals were conducted to make sure that every problem will be solved, by all means. We managed to conduct iftar jami’e, solat maghrib, solat isyak, solat terawikh and solat hajat berjemaah, and not forgetting the Yaasin recitation. During that time, we were so afraid because we heard rumours saying that some people will sabotage our show. That’s why we need to be careful and tone down in terms of our promotion.

5^th October 2010-the show. The VVIP for the show supposedly our IGP-Tan Sri Ismail Omar but at 6.55 pm, his PA informed us that Tan Sri cannot make it because he got emergency case in Melaka (maybe it is about Arwah Sosilawati’s case). So, our VVIP for the night is a Federal Court Judge, Dato’ Bentara Luar Hj Hashim if I’m not mistaken. There is also a few artists that came to our show like Mrs Ellie Suriaty, Mr Azad Jasmin & Miss Eira Syazira (Mr Azad & Miss Eira are our coaches and there is a special appearance of Miss Eira at the end of the show) and not forgetting Mr Nizam Zakaria, producer for Spa Q if I’m not mistaken.

Alhamdulillah, everything went very well and smoothly. According to our VVIP, this is the best concert that he ever watched (why concert? Maybe the band, lead by Nawa, Samprit The Kugiran performed very well, together with the singer, as usual, Syazwan Shuhaimi (he is Miss Eira’s borther) hahaha). And our Rector and Dean intended to bring the masterpiece to be performed at Istana Budaya (I’m also not sure whether the project is going on or what). To conclude, the show was a success and congratulations to all committees and actors/actresses.

After the show has ended, the management committee need to prepare the report of the program together with the financial report. There is an interesting story pertaining to the financial report. The officer in charge did not want to release our money. She gave us so many petty reasons like and one of them is the financial report was not binding. When the companies which we indebted a big amount of money (thousands) asked us when they can get the money, we asked them to wait since the officer did not want to release sponsorship money. One of the companies can’t wait, they asked my friend to pay the remaining amount, around RM1, 150 (if I’m not mistaken) during weekend and my friend did not have any options other than to pay the company using all of his saving money in the account. This matter has been brought to a higher officer in the Kulliyyah, the answer is very irritating and annoying. He said “pandai-pandailah cari duit sendiri”. OMG. What kind of answer that came from an officer who dealt with students’ activities? However, Deputy Minister of Higher Education, Dato’ Saifuddin Abdullah came to know about this and he advanced his own money for us to pay the debts. When the officers of the Kuliyyah got to know that we used Deputy Minister’s advanced money, they were angry and called me to the office during my final exams. They try to put the blame on the students, yet I’ve managed to answer each and every accusations to show that- look, you guys are so slow in doing things, when an officer take a leave, no one can handle that thing until he or she come back. One question, if that officer dies, does that mean no one can handle that thing anymore?

I am so disappointed with their style of working because they seem not to understand the constraints that we, the students are facing. We don’t have any monthly income like you are, in order to advance our own money first, in fact we have advanced our own money before this and we don’t have money like you do. Other than that, the officers are quiet slow in terms of processing documents. How can to get an officer’s signature, need to wait 3-4 days? To get approval letter, need to wait nearly two weeks some more. I am not commenting based on my program per se, but I’ve heard the same comments and complaints from students from various programs, and yet, it still happens. I hope, the officers will have a paradigm shift in terms of doing things and please improve your system. If that system can be qualified as MS ISO 1400, I don’t know how bad it can be for any office who managed to get such qualification. This comment is for all of us to improve.

Training & Rehearsal:

The Show:

Credit to Syazwan Shuhaimi-Mak Hayam Designer.

Graduated from IIUM

2011-02-10T00:38:00.025+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

Here I attach some pictures during the photo shoot session for our AGD's magazine:

My batch (erkkk, not complete actually)

Roommate & best friend in AIKOL-Shahir Tahir

With Najlaa

With Sha Chantek~

Boys

Blurry

EPS Minus 1

With Makram, Usaid, Mad & Usop SUKSIS

I have graduated from International Islamic University Malaysia (IIUM). Based on my release letter, I am officially graduated on 24^th December 2010, means that before that, I am still a student of IIUM. Why the date of release letter is important? It is because it is the date whereby I finished my study in IIUM. The date where unofficially I have resigned from being the President of Kelab Debat Bahasa Melayu (KDBM) of IIUM (why unofficial? The AGM had been postponed for so many times due to one problem. Only certain people know about this. Or almost everyone knows about this? hehehe). Never mind, it is the date where I have resigned unofficially because a graduate cannot hold any post for any club or society. Never mind. I’m going to write about KDBM later.

I hardly remember how many there are in my batch in AIKOL. I am only close to certain people or a group of people. The others? Sorry guys, not because I am arrogant or cocky, but it is just me-I am shy. (Teeeet~)

We finished our last paper for our final semester on 14^th November 2010 and our dinner was held on 15^th November 2010 (the next day). Since there is a time constraint, we hardly prepare any extraordinary performance for the dinner. Oh, by the way, I am one of the committee for the Annual Graduation Dinner (AGD), Assistant for Miss Hied (Malaysia’s Celine Dion) for Program Coordinator of the night. Together with Miss Azura, Miss Qimah and Miss Riz.

The VVIP for the night is our current Chief Justice, YAA Tun Dato’ Seri Zaki Tun Azmi. The dinner is OK for certain people but not smooth enough for me, personally since rehearsal only being conducted twice before the dinner due to certain problems. Yet, Alhamdulillah, no bad things happen. Thank you to Nawa and the gang including Syazwan Shuhaimi , my best buddy in debating club in IIUM since he is the singer for the band (even though the microphone did not functioned when the band is playing Sway by Michael Buble, however everything goes well after that.) Many of my friends called him the most handsome singer in IIUM. That’s why some people thought he is ex-boyfriend for somebody. (Teeeet~)

That is the end for my life as a law student of IIUM. I’m going to miss those moments especially with ‘EPS Minus One’ gang i.e. Shahir Tahir, Amirah, Qimah & Azura. Nowadays, many things have changed. Before this, we used to be friend, but something happens, a best friend can be our worst enemy. For God’s sake, I don’t know what happen. Just because of jealousy and insecurity, people can backstab people who they called besties before this. Let’s pray to our God, so that we do not fall within the ambit of such people.

Amin.

Pictures for the AGD:

With some of the committee members for AGD: Ame, Muaz, Shahlan, Hashim, Daoh & Bean

With Hied & Riz before the dinner

With Nana, Nonny & Syazwe

With Shahir Tahir a.k.a Bean

Sway

With Apap, Dalicious & Nawa

With Syazwe

Program Coordinator

Smile

Everyone~

With Prom King-Hashim

Red carpet

*Credit to the photographers and owner of the pictures; Wandy, Bean, Kakak Najlaa, Syazwe, Najlaa, Nonny, Apap, Nahili, Pika and others, I can't remember. Sorry.

Cherita Anak Siapa?

2010-08-14T15:53:00.018+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

That day Pojie asked me to help him for his theatre, named as Cherita Anak Siapa? By Ombak Jahat Production. Actually he only asked me to read the prologue, however due to some problems, he asked me to replace his position to read the Nazam, at the end of the play. I was quite nervous because I don’t know how to read that Nazam,if it is syair, I am a bit confident because I know the melody but for nazam, it is a new thing for me. However, I have downloaded Prof Lim Swee Tin’s nazam from Youtube and learned the melody from that video.

Alhamdulillah, everything went very well. The play managed to get the Best Screenplay, Best Actor, Best Supporting Actor, Best Supporting Actress and became the champion for the English Theatre Week of 2010. Thank you to Pojie, Tengku Haris and others for giving me such opportunity. I know that I am only a ‘pelengkap’ to the team, but I’m proud with all of you.

I am also honoured because the Deputy Minister of Higher Education, Dato’ Saifuddin Abdullah and his wife, Datin Norlin Shamsul Bahri went to watch the play. After the play, we went for late dinner/supper together with Syazwan and Fakhrul at Wahab’s Cendol, Sri Rampai.

A few days later we went to KLCC to have lunch together. The gang consists of Dato’, Datin, Abg Daud, Syazwan, Kajol. I and Fakhrul are the new members of this ‘geng makan-makan’. Thank you Dato’ & Datin for the great lunch/tea.

May Allah bless both of them.

Pictures from: Izzati Rahman & Syazwan Shuhaimi

Debat Alam Sekitar 2010 (UMT)

2010-08-14T15:05:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

It has been a while. Sorry guys, being a final year and final semester student, plus co-curricular responsibilities, it consumes a lot of my time.

The first week of my final semester is occupied by my commitment to the debating club in IIUM. I have promised to my juniors that I will follow them to Universiti Malaysia Terengganu (UMT). That’s why I went there together with some other club members (if I may consider them as a part of the club). The team for Environmental Debate this time is a junior team, the coach decided to send the juniors to this major tournament. The team consists of Radzi (captain), Redza, Mael & Aiman. The supporters are: Mazru, Jasmin, Fakhrul, Asma’, Amalina, Fazreen, Laishalaha, and myself.

Well, this is the first tournament that we didn’t break to the knockout rounds. We ranked number 13 out of 24 teams if I’m not mistaken. We lost to UTP, UPSI and UM. As almost everyone should know that winning 3 matches out of 6 matches is not sufficient to make you qualify for the knockouts.

Post mortem had been conducted. Hopefully all of us learned something from what had happen. Always remember that Allah only helps those who are trying their best to succeed.

May Allah bless us in the future.

Pictures from: Radzi Tajuddin & Asma’ Nadhiyya

Happy Father's Day

2010-06-21T22:42:00.003+08:00

Your Raise Me Up

When I am down and oh my soul, so weary
When troubles come and my heart, burdened be
Then I am still and wait here in the silence
Until you come and sit a while with me

You raise me up so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up to walk on stormy seas
I am strong when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up to more than I can be

You raise me up to more than I can be

Tribute to:
Allahyarham Md Jonid bin Md Noor
(25th August 1955-10th August 2006)

Happy Father's Day

Al-fatihah........

Tanpa Dendam Di Hati

2010-05-25T23:23:00.003+08:00

Tanpa Dendam Di Hati
Siti Nurhaliza

Lautan Yang Berapi
Daratan Yang Berduri
Bagiku Bukan Musibah
Malahan Hikmah Berharga

Katalah Apa Saja
Yang Jelik Penuh Dusta
Kau Bebas Warnai Diriku
Di Minda Yang Kelabu

Siapa Diri Ini
Tuhan Yang Memahami
Amarah Dan Kecewa
Hanyalah Bara Membakar Jiwa

Sungguh Pun Ku Terkilan
Terguris Perasaan
Ku Pilih Berdiam Diri
Tanpa Dendam Dihati

P/s 1: Learn to forgive others and move on. A reminder for myself.
P/s 2: Sad because could not join PETAH 2010 @ Youth '10. Sorry guys...

I Am No Longer Their Coach Anymore

2010-05-19T17:45:00.023+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

I think the time has come for me to announce for those who didn’t know that I have resigned from being the coach of MCKK debating team. For those who really know me in and out, it is a surprise and shocking news for them because if you really know me by now, I am full heartedly into this debate thingy, especially when it involves by alma mater-MCKK. However, it is a MUST for me to make such decision in order to prevent the crisis to be prolonged.

I have started my career as a coach since I was in Form 4, when I have trained my junior without any assistance from anyone. I have created a lot styles, in order to differentiate MCKK and other schools that is why, some people in Interschool always associate MCKK with ‘hujjjah’ (because we do emphasize on our pronunciation on certain words ) and other things. Through that training, I am improving on my delivery and at the same time, my juniors have learned a lot from that training. I also have established certain by-laws, rules and regulation for the team, for instance, each one of the debater need to be at the meeting place 10-15 minutes before the meeting, each one of us need to have our own debate book etc. What is the motive of establishing such rules?

Well, for me, debate is not only the art of fighting without swords and guns, it is not only a matter of winning and losing, but debate teaches me more than that. It creates my character, it teaches me about discipline, it teaches me about respect, about meritocracy and so many things which I can’t afford to write them in here.

Alhamdulillah. For the period of 2 years, everything goes well, even though we lost in Interschool and PPM, but I have successfully established debate as a great opportunity for budak Koleq to be somebody in Koleq or outside world. For your information, debate was a great prospect for someone to succeed but after 2000-2001, when we failed to distinguish ourselves, at the same time schools like SAINA, SEMESTI, KISAS and others are getting better and better, we are losing our prestige as a debater of MCKK.

I have started my career as a coach formally when I came back in 2005 for MC-RMC Carnival or camping, which I can’t remember. Being a former debater, I know what are the things that we need to do to become a champion or at least to be remembered as a great debater or as a powerful team. I have started to give some advices to the captain during that time (Zaim, Helman, Aslam, Fendy & Aqwa-captains from 2005-2009) on what to do and what are things that they should not do. The coaching team that had been established by Abg Raf and late Abg Ben (with other senior debaters) is a great coaching team. It consists of a few of great and brilliant people, which I can’t deny. But in the end, only certain number of people remained in the team.

I don’t want to claim any credits for what my juniors have achieved. For me, it is their achievement and the most that I can do is to share their happiness. Yet, I forgot that each one of us is human beings. And when we are getting things easily, we tend to forget how hard it was when we are trying to get it for the first time. And in the end, ego had been built indirectly and we tend to neglect others contribution to each one of us and suddenly we are claiming that we succeed not because of other persons but it was due to your individual effort. That is so human being.

This year, I have decided to quit or to resign as a coach when PPM finished because it is my final year in IIUM and after this I have to find place/firm for me to work and based on that scenario, I can’t commit to the coaching team. I know, being a non-committed person is a burden to all people, and that is why I have decided to quit after June/July. This plan had been informed to some of us. Unexpectedly, the idea had been misinterpreted and created chaos, crisis had been formed. I have received a lot of criticisms which for a normal and reasonable man, I should have cried for what I have heard yet I do not cry but I was affected emotionally.

I was thinking day and night for what had happen until the symptoms are getting critical, so I have decided to quit preventing the crisis from being prolonged. I thought after I have resigned, everything will be as usual and yes, it is. The whole idea of this crisis had been made is only to make me feel like I am the one to be blamed even though each one of us know, what was really happen. That is the problem when politics had been used in a small voluntary group in order to replace someone who is not sharing the same idea and doing things differently but still believing the same principles. For them, every action must be uniformed but for me, in order to help, uniformity is not necessary because the intention and the action are more important. Moral of the story: do not trust anyone even if you think that person can be trusted. And by having this experience, they do not deserve any place in my heart anymore.

Hence, I have made the big decision. People in IIUM called me Mr Big Decision since I have decided to quit from coaching the team. This posting is not to recall what had happen; it is a matter of clarification to satisfy other’s curiosity. My only interest now is on my debating club in IIUM. I will sacrifice everything for what I love since the other ‘family’ cannot appreciate my sacrifice and my love before this, let me move forward and give them to those who need and know how to appreciate them. To MCKK present boys, sorry but you guys have a lot of great coaches, they have won many tournaments and they are brilliant too. Ask them for any assistance and training, I know they will do everything for you. Good bye MCKK Debating Team!!

Footnote 1: Any school need a coach for Malay debate? Do contact me, ok? =) Hahaha.

Footnote 2:Get out of my life~

My Family in IIUM

2010-05-19T02:38:00.009+08:00

Assalamualaiakum dan salam sejahtera.

It has been a while for me for not updating this blog. Sorry guys. Hectic life; assignments, debate etc. Well, that’s life. You can’t complain about it. You just need to go through it and let it be.

Update about my life:

Last semester I participated in Debat Perdana Integriti in Universiti Malaysia Sabah (UMS), together with Pijat, Bo’ and Yoges. It is a new combination and on paper, we are nothing compared to other teams. Alhamdulillah, we managed to be ranked in the second ranking after Universiti Putra Malaysia (UPM) who successfully won all 6 prelims. We made it to the final after winning over Universiti Malaya (UM) during the quarter final and Universiti Teknologi Petronas (UTP-the bogey team) in the semi final.

However, we have been defeated by UPM during the final (7-0, what a surprise!!) yet we do realize our mistake/s and I am not performed well during the final. Sorry guys. Nevertheless, it is a good achievement for all of us because for me personally, I am seldom being in the final. My first final is Debat Alam Sekitar 2008 in UMS (too). For Pijat and Bo’, they have never been given the chance to debate during the final and it is their first time (maybe there will be more chances for them). Yoges, it is her first time in this tournament and she is bringing the momentum of being the Champion of Debat Terbuka ASTAR 2010.

To coaches, sorry because we failed to clinch the title of champion in this debate. At least, we are in the right track for being in the final for all tournaments for 2010, they are; Debat Kefahaman Islam, Debat Terbuka ASTAR, Pertandingan Pidato Antarabangsa Bahasa Melayu, Kenyalang Open,Debat Glokal and Pertandingan Pidato Naib Canselor UPM (Junior and Senior Category). Alhamdulillah. May Allah bless our family (Kelab Debat Bahasa Melayu-KDBM UIAM).

Footnote 1: I am not that good to edit those pictures, it really depends on my creativity. Huhuhu..

Footnote 2: Good luck to IIUMs' team for Arau Open: Zur, Muiz, Sabila, Firdaus, Ju, Muryam, Syazwan & Asma'. May the force be with you.

January & February

2010-02-05T11:51:00.008+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

There are 2 things that I want to share in this entry.

Firstly I would like to congratulate Syazwan Shuhaimi (IIUM) and Hidayah Mustafa (UTM) for being selected to represent Malaysia for Pertandingan Pidato Antarabangsa Bahasa Melayu (PABM) which will be held (if I’m not mistaken) from 28^th February until 5^th March 2010. To Syazwan Shuhaimi (I call him Abe We-his family came from Kelantan) especially, good luck and all the best!! You know what you want to do and this is your time.

Secondly, on the 22^nd-24^th February 2010, there are 2 main events on that dates. There will be reunion for my MCKK’s batch (0004) and there will be a debate competition for final year law students. And I’ve decided to go to the debate tournament. Well, Alhamdulillah, we manage to reach the final round but we only manage to be the 1^st runner up for that competition.

At the same time, in Port Dickson (PD), the batch reunion had been conducted and when I open up my Facebook profile (you can add me at Izzat Jonid) and see my batch mates uploaded a lot of pictures during the reunion, I felt guilty for not joining them. I’ve missed a lot of important events with them and this time, it is the 10^th Anniversary of our batch and I’ve missed it again. Yes, it is not made intentionally, I have other commitments which have become my priority for the past 3-4 years, which is-debate. There are 2 groups of debating team/club that I need to take care of-the team in MCKK and the debating club in IIUM.

When I look back at all the pictures, I felt very gloomy and sentimental. The last time I’ve seen them was last year, during the futsal competition organized by MCOBA. It was a short meeting because I have to rush back to IIUM because on that night I’m going to attend a concert at Istana Budaya (Konsert Satu) and as a result I didn’t have the chance to spend time with them. Sorry guys.

Anyway, 1 thing which is I am so sure is that I miss all of you!!

Happy belated birthday MC0004!!

It is 2010

2010-01-26T14:15:00.008+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

It is 2010. And this is my 2nd entry for this year. My 1st entry is ‘The Climb’ by Joe Mcelderry (actually I’ve already knew that the song was sang by Miley Cyrus in Hannah Montana The Movie but I prefer Joe’s version (Joe Mcelderry is the champion for X-Factor 2009).

What? Surprise!!

I’m writing in English. For some of us, it is maybe a weird thing for me (some people might say “he is a Malay debater, how can he write in English? Bla bla bla...”). So, if I’m a Malay debater, then I can’t write in English? Is it wrong? Bear in mind that I’m studying Law in International Islamic University Malaysia (IIUM) and the medium for teaching and learning is English. Well, basically I want to show that I’m in the process of moving forward. I want to do something which is I’ve never try before this which is writing in my blog, but in English. Others might say “dia ingat dia bagus ke?” Do I care? Daaa~ Talk to the hand people.

2009 has passed. It is now 2010. How about my target for 2009? I failed to fulfil anyone of them. I’ve failed to become the champion for any public speaking competition (information: the only public speaking competition that I’ve joined last year was Pertandingan Pidato Antarabangsa Bahasa Melayu (PABM)).

Other than that, I’ve failed to win any debate tournament (information: the only 2 tournaments that I’ve joined for 2009 are: Debat Alam Sekitar & Debat Di Raja).

How about my healthy lifestyle? It is not consistent, sometimes I can but sometimes I can’t (due to unexpected & expected things).

How about 2010?

I don’t want to be ambitious. But I have to make this clear. This is my final year for me in the coaching team for MCKK Debating Team. Why? Because by December (Insya Allah) I will be graduating from IIUM. I need to settle a lot of things like looking for a place for chambering, where to live etc. And due to that circumstances that I’ve expected to be, I need to let go the thing that I love so much. Sometimes when you love someone, you need to let him/her go. In my case, I need to let go my debating team. Not because I hate it or because I’m losing any interest to coach the team. No. It is not. It is not easy for me to decide. Learning to decide is one thing, whether the decision is right or wrong is another issue.

I’ve done this voluntary work since 2005 (after my SPM). It is not an easy job, you have to sacrifice your money, your time with the family, your time with your friends and others, and can you imagine, you are doing this in your capacity as a student? I’m not a bright student like others who manage to get scholarship. For them, financial matter may not be a fundamental constraint. For me, it is and throughout my life as an IIUM’s student, it caused me headache even though most of them were supported by Abg Raf as the chief coach. When he left the team, we have to support by our own. It is hard guys. Seriously. We have to plan the budget carefully, ask from the school some money in order to pay our tickets etc.

In my status quo-I still can manage it because I have my PTPTN loan, but when I graduate and when I am jobless, from where am I getting the money? And even if I am lucky enough for getting a good place for chambering & good payment, I’m afraid that I will neglect the team because I have to fulfil my master’s demand in order for me to stay in that firm. When we have to choose which way we want to go, each decision is very crucial and critical because it will determine what will happen to our life after this. And I decide to choose this road. That’s why in my final year for being the coach, I am thinking of trying my best in order to bring the team at least to be the finalist for PPM at national level. That’s my target for this year for the MCKK Debating Team.

For my debating club in IIUM? I will not forget this family too. The only target for this club is to get the best team’s award for 2010. In order to get that award, each tournament, IIUM need to be in the final, at least. Recently I’ve joined Debat Piala Ketua Hakim Negara 2010 at UKM. We managed to be in the final however we lost in the final due to our own mistakes. But in another perspective, it is a good start for us because the momentum to be in the final is there and we need to keep up the momentum. It is not easy to be in the final-you have to attend a lot of trainings, make a lot of research etc. That is the recipe for anyone to be in the final (other than luck).

Starting from February 2010, I will try to jog at least 3 times for every week. If I want to go to the gym, it depends on Bean, whether he is going out with Dod or not, whether he is joining his football team (Benchwarmers) or not. So, the resolution is-I have to do it by myself.

Well, that’s the end for my 2nd entry.

I really hope that my dreams will come true, Insya Allah, with Allah’s bless & unlimited effort, we can do it!!

2010

2010-01-04T15:37:00.003+08:00

The Climb

Singer: Joe Mcelderry

Songwriters: Alexander, J; Mabe, J;

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

Ingat Tak Dik?

2009-12-19T00:19:00.005+08:00

Adik,

Keluarga kita adalah keluarga angkat.

Sesama kita tidak pernah ada pertalian darah.

Hanya seorang abang atau ibu yang akan mengambil kita dan menjaga kita.

Kita diambil berdasarkan kasih sayang dan belas ihsan.

Ingat tak dik?

Adik,

Dulu, kita semua hingusan.

Abang yang lebih tua yang banyak mengajar.

Abang memang garang.

Tapi dalam kegarangan abang, banyak perkara adik belajar kan?

Ingat tak dik?

Adik,

Bila umur meningkat, ego bertambah hebat.

Abang sudah keluar.

Adik pula menjadi abang di sana.

Abang tahu adik juga ada banyak dugaan.

Adik juga berdepan dengan tekanan.

Tapi bukankah dengan ajaran dan didikan abang, adik menjadi semakin kuat?

Ingat tak dik?

Adik,

Abang seorang manusia.

Adik pun seorang manusia.

Manusia tidak pernah lari dari kesilapan kan?

Abang memang ada salah dan silap.

Tapi adik boleh menegur kan?

Mungkin adik juga terlupa, bila menegur, ada batas dan hadnya.

Bukankah kita telah dididik untuk menghormati yang lebih tua?

Ingat tak dik?

Adik,

Abang sudah menjangkakan perkara ini akan berlaku.

Kerisauan abang terjadi juga.

Adik sudah mula merasakan kehebatan diri adik.

Adik merasakan adik sahajalah manusia yang paling betul di dalam dunia ini.

Adik semakin ego, tanpa disedari.

Adik sudah lupa diri.

Kenapa resmi padi, makin berisi, makin tunduk ke bumi, tidak adik patuhi?

Ingat tak dik?

Adik,

Adik sudah pandai marah abang.

Hatta abang yang di dalam kawasan latihan ketenteraan pun adik cerca.

Belum lagi cerita abang yang alim dan faktor kewangan yang menghimpit keluarga.

Keluarga kita di ambang keretakan kerana adik menyalahkan semua orang.

Bukan berniat untuk adik mengambil jalan yang populis.

Jauh sekali menyuruh adik menjaga hati abang.

Tapi niat tidak pernah menghalalkan cara.

Itu jugalah falsafah asas keluarga ini.

Tapi adik lupa itu semua kerana adik rasa apa yang adik buat itu betul.

Betul di mata sesetengah orang tidak bermakna betul di mata yang lain.

Adik anggap apa-apa sahaja yang abang buat tidak betul.

Semuanya salah.

Bukankah setiap dari kita ada kekangan dan halangan tersendiri, kenapa adik sukar memahami?

Ingat tak dik?

Adik,

Adik kata abang sudah tidak berminat dengan keluarga ini.

Abang sudah tidak cinta dan kasih kepada keluarga ini.

Jangan main tuduh-tuduh dik.

Salah tuduh, jadi fitnah, berdosa namanya.

Abang tak nak adik tanggung dosa macam tu sahaja.

Bukannya adik tak boleh tanya abang elok-elok

Tapi kenapa adik tak pernah tanya?

Adik terus membuat anggapan dan kesimpulan mudah.

Banyak benda lagi dalam hidup ini yang adik belum lalui.

Adik baru memulakan pengajian di alam kolej dan universiti.

Sedangkan abang akan mengakhiri alam itu tidak lama lagi.

Alam lain yang menanti abang.

Abang perlu bersedia.

Adik mungkin tak pernah terfikir semua ini kerana kehidupan adik telah terjamin.

Adik ada biasiswa, keluarga yang kaya raya.

Abang bukan begitu.

Abang pernah mengajar, terima setiap dari kita seadanya.

Ingat tak dik?

Adik,

Sekiranya adik ingin meninggalkan keluarga ini.

Abang tidak boleh menghalang.

Kerana adik sudah membuat keputusan.

Adik rasa adik dipinggirkan.

Silakan.

Namun jika nasihat abang masih adik ingin dengari.

Di masa hadapan, ingatlah batas dan adab dalam kehidupan.

Adapun apa yang kita katakan itu benar.

Carilah kaedah dan jalan yang terbaik.

Menyalahkan orang lain tanpa memberikan penyelesaian.

Bukanlah satu contoh yang baik yang boleh adik banggakan.

Segala ajaran yang kita warisi.

Usah diabaikan.

Usah dibiarkan sepi.

Hanya kerana kita menganggap.

Tidak ada orang lain yang lebih betul melainkan diri kita.

Itu sahaja pinta abang.

Hati abang masih di sini.

Abang sedia memaafkan dosa adik.

Kalau ada dosa abang kepada adik, abang minta maaf.

Harapan abang.

Ingatlah adik.

Ingatlah.

p/s: Melayu Mudah Lupa....Fakta, bukan auta....

Final Juara Lagu-10 Januari 2010?

2009-12-16T18:54:00.019+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

Aku terbaca kat Forum Cari, Anugerah Juara Lagu 24 (ke 23?) akan dilangsungkan pada 10 Januari 2010 (taken form Gua.com-dia kata 10 Januari 2009, motip 2009?). Kalau betul, sama-samalah kita tengok AJL 10 Januari nanti yer..

Berikut merupakan finalists AJL 24...

Kau Aku (Aizat)

Tak Mungkin Kerna Sayang (Alyah)

Aku Scandal (Hujan)

Dan Sebenarnya (Yuna)

Aurora (Estranged)

Bengang (Akim)

Aku Rindu Sayang Kamu (Black)

Masih Jelas (Hafiz)

Situasi (Bunkface)

Rindu Terhenti (Tomok)

Pakai Buang (Stacy)

Pergi (Aizat)

Bencinta (Faizal Tahir)

Cinta Adam & Hawa (Misha Omar)

p/s: Analisis awal: Pilihan aku kali ini adalah Cinta Adam dan Hawa, Bencinta and Tak Mungkin Kerana Sayang. Aha~

Pasca Royal dan Teater Natrah

2009-12-11T17:55:00.009+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera

Sementara masa ada ni kan, aku nak lar bagi komen sikit pasal penganjuran Royal hari tu. Secara peribadinya, aku merasakan Royal di UM hari tu merupakan penganjuran royal paling teruk yang pernah aku alami semenjak aku join Royal from 2005 (UKM) sehinggalah Royal 2008 (UIAM). Sampai-sampai for registration, lunch tak disediakan sedangkan masa pendaftaran dari 10 pagi- 2 petang. Motif tak boleh nak sediakan lunch?

Then waktu nak check in, ada lar dekat 5-6 kaunter, and setiap 1 kaunter ni kena isi borang yang sama, motif? Korang ingat kitorang rajin sangat ke nak isi borang yang sama dekat 20 kali? Nak ambik bantal isi borang, kunci pun isi borang-pening aku~ Memang aku emos waktu registration hari tu. And dah terlepas skit pun bila aku teremos dekat sorang-dua committee ni. Naik bilik jer, bukak jer pintu, Ya Rabbi-bau bangkai tikus memenuhi segenap ruang bilik itu-apakah? Budak-budak pompuan pulak bagitau yang bilik diorang diganggu oleh monyet-monyet.

Dah tak sediakan lunch tu, at least bukak lar cafe yang berhampiran. Ini tak. Cafe tutup. Kena jalan sampai fakulti sains mana ntah, untuk makan. Dah lar tak sediakan transport untuk pegi briefing, semua orang yang tidak berkenderaan terpaksa berjalan kira-kira 10 minit perjalanan, ala-ala merentas desa, turun bukit semua untuk ke tempat briefing. Tempat briefing pulak-kecik dan sempit, sangat tak selesa. Memang dugaan~ Itu belum cerita pasal majlis penyampaian hadiah yang choyest ever. Diorang ni tak belajar protokol ke?

Dah lar buat pertama kalinya semi finalist tak dapat duit, dapat trofi murah sajorh, top 10 best speaker, semua dapat sijil sajorh-tak dak trofi, tak dak hadiah apa-apa, eh, mana pergi duit yang kementerian dah bagi? Makanan pulak semua berbungkus. Ada makanan yang dah basi, and ada daging yang dah dibungkus sekali di dalam bungkusan makanan tu sedangkan ada orang India yang jadi peserta dalam pertandingan ni. Diorang ni tak sensitif langsung ke? Kalau kena kat batang hidung sendiri baru tahu. Kesan daripada masalah makanan yang mungkin dah diracuni oleh bakteria ke mende, 1st day of the tournament aku sakit perut geLL, dari waktu release motion untuk 1st round sampailah abis 2nd round, dekat 10 kali jugak lar aku jadi pengunjung setia toilet tu. Sabar jer lah.

Kesimpulannya-lain kali kalau tak reti nak organize tu, tanyalah kepada orang yang reti. Kita boleh kongsi apa-apa yang kita tau, sama-samalah belajar. Jangan jadi bodoh sombong, akibat bodoh sombong-inilah jadinya. Kepada tuan rumah dalam pertandingan debat yang akan datang-yang baik dijadikan teladan, yang buruk dijadikan sempadan.

9hb Disember 2009

Aku pergi menonton teater Natrah bersama Bean, Dod, Tengku, Exora, Kajol, Syazwan, Radzi, Redza, Non and Mail. Bagi aku teater tu ok lar, tak der lar boring sangat. Cuma ada part yang dragging skit kot macam party lepas Mansor Adabi and Natrah kawin tu. Ada orang kata mainan emosi Maya Karin and Remy Ishak waktu tu mantap tapi still bagi aku sikit-sikit sudeh. Watak Che Aminah lakonan Umie Aida and Natrah semasa umur 70 tahun oleh Sofea Jane sangat mantap. Seriously. Anyway, congratz to Erma Fatima selaku pengarah teater!!

p/s: Sirah Junjungan Tahajud Cinta lagi meletz~

Debat Di Raja 2009

2009-12-11T16:59:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

Pertandingan Debat Di Raja 2009 yang berlangsung di Universiti Malaya telah sejak 7hb Disember.

Kali ini aku ditempatkan di dalam Pasukan Utama 1, bersama-sama dengan sahabat baikku (Kajol and Mek) dan juga En Auzan (dia sudah beristeri sebelum final exam hari tu).

Keputusannya?

Pusingan 1
UIAM Utama 1 v UTEM Muda 1
Menang
Margin: 9
Pendebat terbaik: Kajol

Pusingan 2
UIAM Utama 1 v UMT Muda 1
Menang
Margin: 5
Pendebat terbaik: Izzat

Pusingan 3
UIAM Utama 1 v UPM Muda 1
Menang
Margin: 2
Pendebat terbaik: Mek

Pusingan 4
UIAM Utama 1 v UPNM Utama 1
Menang
Margin: 3
Pendebat terbaik: Raja

Pusingan 5
UIAM Utama 1 v UPSI Utama 1
Menang
Margin: 5
Pendebat terbaik: Izzat

Pusingan 6
UIAM Utama 1 v UTHM Utama 1
Menang
Margin: 2
Pendebat terbaik: Izzat

Suku Akhir
UIAM Utama 1 v UKM Utama 2
Menang
Juri: 4-1
Margin: tak ingat
Pendebat terbaik: Kajol

Separuh Akhir
UIAM Utama 1 v UKM Utama 1
Kalah
Juri: 3-2
Margin: 1.33
Pendebat terbaik: Firdaus (Kak Da)

Senarai perlawanan itu telah menjelaskan segalanya. Kami tewas di separuh akhir. 1 perlawanan sahaja lagi sebelum melangkah ke pusingan akhir. Kami sedih. Ya, siapa yang tidak sedih bila kalah kan? Lebih-lebih lagi bila ia merupakan Royal terakhir Mek yang akan tamat pengajiannya pada bulan April-Mei nanti (Insya Allah).

Aku? Kajol?

Kami masih ada setahun lagi. Semester ini merupakan semester pertama bagi kami di tahun ke-4, tahun terakhir. Pada asalnya aku berniat untuk menjadikan Royal kali ini sebagai Royal terakhir aku dengan memenanginya, pasti bermakna kerana ia adalah kemenangan aku yang pertama sepanjang aku bergelar pendebat UIAM dan ia adalah kemenangan di Royal. Grand kan? Tapi sayang, Allah tidak merestui hasratku ini, rezeki kami tersekat di separuh akhir. Mungkin Allah mahu kami berjuang di Royal tahun hadapan pulak? Entah. Itupun kalau terpilih mewakili UIAM lagi.

Di sebalik kekalahan ini, kami cuba menenangkan perasaan masing-masing dengan mengingatkan diri sendiri bahawa setidak-tidaknya kami masih berjaya mengekalkan rekod juara liga dalam Royal selama beberapa tahun berturut-turut (aku tak ingat rekod ni dah dibuat berapa lama tapi seingat aku since 2005 sampailah 2009). Kami juga turut mendominasi gelaran 10 pendebat terbaik keseluruhan dengan Mek di ranking ke-10, Pijat di ranking ke-7, Kajol di ranking ke-2 dan aku buat pertama kalinya di ranking pertama. Alhamdulillah. Pun begitu, cubaan menenangkan hati sendiri masih sukar memadamkan memori kekalahan di separuh akhir. Entahlah..

Terima kasih kepada semua yang telah banyak membantu, secara langsung mahupun tidak langsung, kepada mereka yang telah banyak mendoakan kejayaan kami, terima kasih banyak-banyak. Aku, bagi pihak yang lain-lain memohon maaf kerana gagal melangsaikan tanggungjawab yang diberikan dengan baik.

p/s: Kekalahan ini tidak bermakna kami akan terus 'tidur' seperti setahun yang lalu.....

Aidil Adha

2009-11-26T22:09:00.010+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera

Alif Imran dan Izz Azfar (sepupu)

Besok (27hb November 2009), umat Islam di Malaysia (dan beberapa buah negara yang lain) akan menyambut Hari Raya Aidil Adha (juga dikenali sebagai Hari Raya Korban). Aku baru tiba di rumah (Kulim) malam semalam, dalam pukul 11.45 malam-12 tengah malam. Alhamdulillah.

Akan pulang semula ke UIAM (Gombak) hari Sabtu ni kerana ada agenda dan pengorbanan yang lebih besar yang perlu dilakukan iaitu persiapan menjelang Debat Di Raja 2009, yang akan berlangsung di UM dari 3-8 Disember 2009.

Izz Azfar (sepupu)

Bukan mudah untuk berkorban. Bagi mereka yang tidak pernah merasa peritnya bergelar seorang pendebat, tidak kiralah sekolah mahupun universiti (ataupun orang yang menjadi tulang belakang kepada pasukan debat-jurulatih (coaches), pasukan pengurusan dan lain-lain lagi), mungkin mereka tidak tahu atau tidak sanggup mengorbankan sesuatu yang sudah menjadi keselesaan buat mereka. Sekiranya mereka diminta untuk berkorban, pasti sejuta alasan akan diberikan.

Ini bukan satu pandangan skeptik ataupun sinis, ini adalah satu fakta, bukan auta. Sesuai sangat entri kali ini ditulis, bertepatan dengan pengorbanan kami (pendebat UIAM) sempena Pertandingan Debat Di Raja tidak lama lagi. Mungkin pengorbanan kami ini ada harganya yang tersendiri. Segalanya telah tertulis di atas sana.

Raya korban kali ini juga adalah kali pertama aku bergelar seorang Uncle secara rasmi. Sebelum ini hanya menjadi uncle tidak rasmi kerana menumpang gelaran atas anak saudara sepupu-sepupu yang sudah berkahwin dan beranak pinak. Kali ni baru real!! Hehehehe..

Nur Safa Humaira bt Mohd Fariz (niece)

Kepada mereka yang bakal menyertai Pertandingan Debat Di Raja 2009, selamat berjuang!!

Kepada mereka yang beragama Islam, Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha!!

AGM Kelab Debat Bahasa Melayu 2009/2010

2009-11-07T00:09:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

29 Oktober yag lepas, telah selamat berlangsungnya AGM Kelab Debat Bahasa Melayu (KDBM) UIAM (sekarang kena letak nama universiti, dulu-dulu tak payah pasal ada 1 jer KDBM, sekarang dah banyak yang mengikut kan, so mungkin ini boleh dianggap sebagai 1 perkembangan positif dalam dunia debat, tu pun ada orang yang nak tukar nama lagi, haish~) .

Anyway, AGM tersebut telah berlangsung di LT 1, Admin bermula jam 9.30 malam. Bermula agak lambat kerana kebanyakan ahli ada kelas malam tu (kelas ganti, yer lar, semester ni kan banyak cuti, lagi-lagi hari Isnin).

Kehadiran pada malam itu boleh tahan jugak lar, mengambil kira ada orang yang ada test, kena prepare for presentation, submit assignment dan lain-lain lagi kan.

Berikut merupakan senarai kabinet baru KDBM UIAM untuk Sesi 2009/2010:

Presiden :
Muhammad Izzat Md Jonid

Naib Presiden:
Mohd Zakwan Adenan

Setiausaha:
Mohd Ezuwan Ahmad

Naib Setiausaha:
Yoges a/p Verasuntharam

Bendahari:
En Azmi Manap

AJK:

Latihan
Mohd Firdaus Zainal Abidin

Aktiviti
Mohd Fakhruradzi Tajudin

Studio
Mohd Redza Bakhtiar

Dokumentasi
Najwa Rosli

MISI:

Mengembalikan kegemilangan KDBM UIAM

Lepas tension~

2009-11-05T19:28:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

Seindah Biasa

Jalan pernah takut ku tinggalkan
Saat bintang tak mampu lagi berdendang
Saat malam menjadi terlalu dingin
Hingga pagi tak seindah biasanya

Korus
Takkan mungkin kita bertahan
Hidup dalam bersendirian
Panas terit hujan badai
Kita lalui bersama

Saat hilang arah tujuan
Kau tahu ke mana berjalan
Meski terang meski gelap
Kita lalui bersama

Ku tak bisa merubah yang telah terjadi
Tapi aku akan menjanjikan yang terbaik
Agar kita tak pernah menjadi jauh
Meski beza dermaga untuk kita berlabuh

Ulang Korus

Pernah kita jatuh
Mencuba berdiri
Menahan sakit dan menangis
Tapi erti hidup lebih dari itu
Dan kita mencuba melawan

Saja jer nak post video ni.
Lirik dia banyak maksud tersirat.
Enjoy~

p/s: susah geLL Trust.....

Final Exam for Sem 1 2009/2010

2009-11-03T18:46:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

Maaflah kerna sudah lama tidak update blog ni. Orang kalau lama tak update blog mesti guna istilah 'bersawang' kan? Klise sangat. Huhu.. Coba cari istilah lain macam berdebu ke, bersarang labah-labah ke, kan? (Motip sangat aku membebel petang-petang ni)

Ok, schedule fo final exam for this sem, adalah seperti berikut: (wah, ala-ala announce ranking pasukan waktu Interschool jah~)

5 November 2009: Equity and Trust 2, 2.30 pm (subject yang aku paling takut, CAM rendah uolz)

9 November 2009: English for Academic Purpose (EAP), 9 am

11 November 2009: Company Law 2, 9 am

13 November 2009: Land Law 2, 9 am

16 November 2009: Usul Al Fiqh 2, 9 am

19 November 2009: Banking and Negotiable Instruments, 9 am

Begitulah al-kisahnya.

So sekarang ala-ala tengah stress lar pasal nak membaca Trust ni, sangat banyak cases and pening kepala, macam mana nak hafal. Yang lain-lain tu, ok kot. Ntahlah.

So kepada mereka yang bakal, telah mahupun sedang menduduki peperiksaan, good luck and all the best!! Jangan lupa banyakkan berdoa dan bertawakal kepada Allah.

p/s: to all members of the new cabinet of KDBM, its time to change and to cure the injury!!

Busy~

2009-10-18T14:23:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

Maaflah kerana tak sempat update blog ni.

Kena siapkan research paper for EAP (English for Academic Purpose) by besok.

Khamis: Test 2 Usul Fiqh (8.15 pm)

Jumaat: Test 2 Trust (8.15 pm)

Sabtu dan Ahad: Selection for Royals '09.

Selepas minggu ni, insya Allah aku akan tulis panjang lebar kat sini.

Buat sementara waktu:

"Biarlah kami dikatakan tidak bertamadun dan mundur kalau hanya kami yang masih tegar mempertahankan maruah dan nilai yang kami belajar dari keluarga ini. Biarlah kami terus kekal dengan nama lama, kalaulah masalah yang ada boleh diselesaikan hanya dengan menukar nama"

Renungkan~

Terawikh Terakhir

2009-09-19T01:20:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

Tadi aku menunaikan solat terawikh terakhir untuk Ramadhan kali ini, mungkin juga terawikh terakhir dalam hidup aku, seandainya sudah tertulis di Loh Mahfuz bahawa aku tidak berkesempatan untuk bertemu Ramadhan 1431 Hijrah. Dalam dunia sekarang, apa-apa boleh jadi. Sebab itulah kita kena sentiasa bersedia, kerana ajal maut telah ditentukan oleh Nya.

Dalam kesiap siagaan kita itulah, kita kena sentiasa bermuhasabah tentang amalan, tingkah laku, dan keperibadian kita. Mungkin, bagi kita, apa yang kita lakukan itu betul, namun tidak di mata orang lain. Kalau tidak di mata seorang sahaja, kebenarannya masih boleh dipertahankan, namun tatkala kebenaran itu terang-terangan menjadi 1 kesalahan, adakah ia masih lagi 1 kebenaran?

Ini berbeza dengan cerita Mahathir, tatkala idea pembinaan Jambatan Pulau Pinang, KLIA, Proton dan banyak lagi, dikritik hebat kerana manusia zaman itu masih tidak mampu menjangkau pemikiran alaf baru, maka benar atau salah masih belum sahih, hanya pandangan peribadi yang mampu disuarakan. Keadaannya bersifat neutral. Berbeza dengan perkara yang sudah jelas bertentangan dengan nilai dan gaya hidup kita, sebagai seorang yang beragama Islam, mungkin berbangsa Melayu, Cina, India, etnik Sabah dan Sarawak dan lain-lain lagi, perkara yang salah akan tetap menjadi salah, melainkan terdapat pengecualian oleh hukum syara'.

Coba kita analisis keadaan berikut, adakah ia nilai yang betul atau salah:

Tidak menjalankan amanah yang dipertanggungjawabkan- betul/salah?
Tidak menghormati orang lain, khususnya yang lebih tua-betul/salah?
Menyalahkan orang lain atas kelemahan diri sendiri-betul/salah?
Berpura-pura alim hanya semata-mata untuk mengaburi kelemahan diri sendiri-betul/salah?

Jawapan di tangan anda.

Mungkin ada baiknya di dalam bulan Ramadhan kali ini, sesuatu terjadi untuk memberikan kita semua 1 pengajaran yang amat berharga dalam kehidupan, dengan syarat, kita bersedia untuk belajar, dan terus belajar. Kita tidak sebagus yang kita sangka, kita tidak sehebat yang kita jangka. Kita hanyalah manusia biasa yang tidak pernah sempurna, jauh sekali mengecap kehidupan seperti di inderaloka. Tidak kurang pun maruah diri dengan meminta maaf, tidak hilang pun nilai manusiawi dengan mengakui kesilapan diri, sebaliknya apa yang kita miliki, makin tinggi martabatnya, jika kita menginsafi hakikat ini.

Sempena bulan Ramadhan yang akan berlalu pergi ini, sempena bulan Syawal yang akan menjelma dalam masa sehari, aku;Muhammad Izzat bin Md Jonid, menyusun jari, dengan niat yang ikhlas di hati, dengan rasa rendah diri, memohon maaf kepada saudara/saudari yang pernah terkecil/terasa/ tersinggung dengan kata-kata/perilaku/tulisan aku selama ini. Moga-moga amalan kita di bulan Ramadhan ini diterima oleh Yang Maha Esa dan bergembiralah di bulan Syawal nanti.

Gambar aku waktu form berapa pun aku tak ingat, form 3 kot. Huhuhu

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN...

Di Rumah..

2009-09-16T23:41:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera

Sekarang dah boleh dikira sebagai masuknya malam tujuh likur (aku pun tak tau kenapa nama 7 likur tu, yang aku tau pasal malam 27 Ramadhan). Atas desakan dan gasakan Hazira (sepupu Faisol dan Izzati) aku kenalah update blog aku ni.

Weekend before cuti, kitorang KDBM telah menganjurkan Liga Pra Pemilihan Debat Riraja 2009, yang menggabungkan budak Gombak, Nilai, PJ and Kuantan. Alhamdulillah, 10 pasukan berjaya dibentuk yang menggabungkan pendebat dari kampus berbeza. 4 pusingan awal dijalankan berdasarkan sistem power match and 4 pasukan teratas akan menentang satu sama lain di semi final. Pasukan aku (Dodol) dengan nasib baiknya berjaya break di ranking ke-4, setelah menang 2 dan kalah 2. Margin yang agak-agak ok jer yang menolak team aku ke ranking ke-4.

Di semi final, team aku berlawan dengan team Syazwan, Yoges, Mail dan Firdaus. Aku pun lupa nama team ni. Untuk rekod, team aku dah lawan team diorang waktu 4th round and kitorang kalah, semua gara-gara terkejut dengan konteks and setting dunia peragaan high fashion oleh Mail tapi kitorang still maintain top speakers bila Amalina dinobatkan sebagai best speaker and aku di tangga ke-2. Aku ingat untuk semi final aku tak nak debate coz asalnya nak bagi budak-budak junior jer yang debate (dalam konteks team aku-Mazru, Amalina and Ashraf) tapi, memandangkan Mazru gediks tak bangun pagi Ahad tu, aku terpaksalah masuk ganti. Before semi pun aku call dia, tak jawab. Emos sekejap dengan model Prada ni.

Tak pa lah, lawan sajorh. Usul agak berat dan memerlukan analisis yang mendalam 'Pengundi Malaysia Sudah Bijak' kitorang kerajaan. Bila announce, team aku kalah 3-0 tapi secara mengejutnya aku dapat best speaker (motif sangat kan?) So team Syazwan masuk final and bertemu dengan team Wan Gem. The debate is quite good and team Syazwan menang 5-0, Yoges mengungguli gelaran best speaker dengan pungutan juri 4-1. Congratz!!

Liga kali ni, aku purposely conduct and mintak budak-budak batch 89 untuk tolong aku, in terms of buat paper work, booking venue, contact coaches etc, pasal diorang ni agak slow and tak tau banyak benda bila sampai bab-bab keje ni. Tapi tu lah, bila Allah nak tunjuk perangan sebenar, ada dalam kalangan diorang ni, nak tunjuk pandai dengan aku, tak patuh arahan, buat kepala sendiri and tak reti-reti guna common sense. Siapa? Tanyalah orang yang tau. Tapi nasihat aku kepada yang lain-lain; kalau tak tau, tanya and dalam kebanyakan keadaan, gunakanlah logik akal, dan jangan bergantung harap kepada arahan semata.

Then, aku tak ingat lar hari apa, Selasa kot, Hazira ajak berbuka puasa kat rumah dia. So kitorang pun pegi lar ke sana, laki-laki 3 orang sajorh-aku, Bob and Bean. Aku baru 1st time lar sampai rumah dia, kat Ampang. Tak ramai pun yang join. Tengok jer lar gambar kat bawah ni. Anyway, terima kasih sangat-sangat kepada Hazira Ismail kerana menjemput kitorang berbuka di rumahnya, moga Allah memurahkan rezeki Cik Hazira dan keluarga, dan hidup terus diberkati. Insya Allah...

p/s: Gambar di rumah Hazira ini ditaja atas ehsan empunya rumah. Syukran jazilan..

Sekian dulu..

Iftar di Kelab Darul Ehsan, Ampang (31 Ogos 2009)

2009-09-02T23:00:00.010+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

30 Ogos 2009:
Aku berbuka puasa bersama coaches of MCKK Debating Team; bersama dengan Bean, Bucks, Haqa, Abg Raf, Ed and Nab. Kitorang shopping kat Bazaar Ramadhan Taman Melawati. Mula-mula ingat lauk tak cukup tapi rupe-rupenye berlebihan. Yang penting malam tu tengok Konsert Satu Siti kat Channel 188 Astro. Dalam tv konsert tu macam choy sajorh sedangkan kat Istana Budaya hari tu best geLL. Diorang kata rakaman konsert tu on the 2nd day, kitorang pegi last day, on the third day. Tapi waktu 2nd day tu pun, Siti macam ala-ala tak perform sangat and yang paling penting baju dia agak choy yer, lagi-lagi baju coklat dia tu.

31 Ogos 2009:
MERDEKA!! (tiba jah~)
Kitorang (orang kuat Interschool tanpa Kak Mun) diajak berbuka puasa di Kelab Darul Ehsan, Ampang. Rezeki lar katakan. Buffet tu. Memang kenyang geLL. Terima kasih kepada Abg Azhar yang belanja kitorang semua. Memang perut rasa nak pecah jah. Huhuhu..

Ni lah Abg Azhar..

Bo', aku dan Jaki..

Antara makanan yang ada...

Meja Syazwan dan Abe Haq the scanner..awas!!

Budak-budak meja aku..

Faiz and Zamir..

Ya saya?

Muka menunggu berbuka puasa (puasakah? huhuhu)

Sekian sahaja untuk kali ini...

Selamat berpuasa!!

Berbuka Puasa di Chilis

2009-08-28T22:01:00.019+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

Semalam (27 Ogos 2009), kitorang berbuka puasa di Chilis, One Utama. Kitorang terdiri daripada:

Wan Gem

Aku

Bo' @ Atan @ Pida

Kajol

Zakwan

Syazwan

Zaki @ JALmo

Nana

Mek

Actually iftar jamaie (bukak puasa ramai-ramai) ni sempena celebrate birthday kitorang yang lahir bulan Merdeka ni; aku-15 Ogos, Wan Gem-24 Ogos and Zack-31 Ogos. Best-havoc-kenyang-itu yang paling penting...seal!! Hehehe

Thanks u olz~

p/s: Gambar Ihsan Zakwan Adenan SMAP Kajang...

Ramadhan Mubarak

2009-08-22T22:40:00.003+08:00

Salams.

My name is Shabaana, I am advising you that my neighbour Ramadhaan will be visiting you soon with his wife Rezk and two children Sahur and Iftaar. They will be accompanied by three grandchildren, Rahmat, Barakat and Toubat, they will leave after thirty days by Eid airlines. Treasure them and you will be blessed.

-izzat jonid-

Hidangan aku sewaktu bersahur tadi...

15 OGOS 2009

2009-08-22T22:23:00.009+08:00

Aku dah berusia 22 tahun.

Alhamdulillah.

Umur 22 tahun ini aku rayakan di rumah (tak lar rayakan sangat sebenarnya pasal kat rumah hari tu ada tahlil untuk arwah Ayah and Arwah Wan aku. Malam tu diorang beli cake kat Secret Recipe and mak aku masak nasi goreng special yang agak lar pedas.

Aku dah 22 tahun tapi alamak!!

Single lagi, macam mana ni? Nervous pulak. Dah lar malam 15 Ogos hari tu, aku tengok Ayat-Ayat Cinta kat TV3. Alangkah seronoknya kalau ada girlfriend yang sealim dan sebaik watak Aisha atau Maria atau Nurul dalam movie tu.

Dan aku benar-benar mengidamkan watak Fahri tu benar-benar wujud dalam diri aku (walaupun agak tak logic jer sebenarnyer kan). Huhuhu…

Anyway, terima kasih kepada semua yang wish birthday aku hari tu, walaupun ada yang terlupa dan terlambat tapi tak pa, better late than never.

Terima kasih gak kepada Tengku kerana membuatkan aku puding hari tu, lagi-lagi dalam bekas berbentuk love (motifnya agak diragui kan?)
Tapi sedap lar puding tu.

Terima kasih bangat~

p/s: Sekarang aku baru mengerti, antara cinta dan keinginan untuk memiliki-tidak sama.

Debate Updates

2009-08-22T22:03:00.016+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

Maaflah semua kerana sekian lama tak update blog ni. Bersawang, berhabuk abis kan? Nak buat macam mana, kehidupanku sebagai seorang student (universiti) agak dahsat, boleh tahan lar busy. Ya lah, siang (pagi sampai petang) pergi kelas, malam pulak ada training debate. Kebiasaannya, aku hanya akan sampai di bilik lepas abis training dalam pukul 2 pagi (ya lah, nak clear sampah sarap budak-budak ni lagi, susun kerusi etc. Diorang ni nama jer dah besar panjang, tapi perangai still macam budak-budak, sampah sendiri pun tak reti-reti nak buang, tegur dah berpuluh kali, kalau marah, kita kena marah balik, dah tak dak disiplin, nak buat macam mana)

Debat Alam Sekitar 2009

Hujung bulan July hari tu, Pertandingan Debat Alam Sekitar 2009 (lebih fofular dengan gelaran DAS) diadakan di UTP. Di atas kertas, pasukan UIAM boleh dikatakan pasukan yang agak berpengalaman kerana di antara kami berempat (Syazwan, Kajol, Husna dan aku), ada yang pernah muncul juara dalam DAS sebelum ni dan ada yang pernah beraksi di pentas final DAS sebelum ni. Setelah survey dijalankan, pasukan lain yang agak berpengalaman adalah UPM dan UTP, selain daripada MMU yang menurunkan kombinasi Myer dan Nazwan yang sudah agak lama berdebat bersama, since di Debat Terbuka Arau dan ASTAR.

Keputusannya?

UPM muncul juara, naib johan disandang oleh MMU, pendebat terbaik pertandingan akhir dianugerahkan kepada Amiruddin (UPM).

Mana UIAM selaku pasukan yang menghiasi pertandingan akhir selama 4 tahun berturut-turut sebelum ini?

Suku akhir-kami tewas di suku akhir.

Dengan siapa?

UTP. Dalam pusingan awal, kami memperoleh 4 kemenangan, 2 kekalahan. Menang ke atas UTEM, UTP, UPM dan MSU. Tewas kepada UTP.

Maknanya?

Rekod pertandingan kali ni adalah-UIAM dan UTP bertemu 4 kali; 3 kali di pusingan awal,1 di pusingan kalah mati. Dan perjuangan UIAM mati di situ apabila ditewaskan dengan juri 2-3, memberikan kemenangan kepada UTP.

Perasaan?

Sedih dan kecewa. Ayat klisenye adalah ‘tiada rezeki’. Ada kebenarannya. Tapi, usah kita salahkan rezeki semata-mata tanpa melihat usaha dan iltizam kita dalam pertandingan kali ni secara keseluruhannya. Kalau kita sendiri kurang berdisplin-datang training lambat, waktu tournament lambat, training tak dak orang datang etc., agak-agak Allah nak bagi tak kita rezeki tu? ‘Kita’ dalam konteks ayat ini tidak hanya berfokus kepada pasukan itu sendiri, tetapi KDBM UIAM secara keseluruhannya. Mungkinlah aku tidak sesedih 3 orang yang lain iaitu Syazwan, Husna dan Kajol kerana aku direhatkan di dalam pertandingan ini. Mungkin kerana aku tak perform dalam training ataupun mungkin aku lebih sibuk memikirkan tentang duit elaun dan kebajikan teammate aku yang

bertujuh ini (campur Auzan, Nana and Pijat). Entahlah. Coaches lebih memahami. Yang penting, aku hanya memanaskan bangku simpanan. Sama ada aku simpanan yang

baik atau tidak, tanyalah rakan sepasukanku. Huhuhu..

Mungkin juga hakim-hakim mahukan pembaharuan dalam kalangan kami. Mungkin orang sudah buhsan dengan gaya dan cara kami dalam pertandingan kali ini. Apa bezanya UIAM dalam pertandingan kali ni berbanding dengan pertandingan yang sama tahun lepas atau 2 tahun lalu? Jawapan yang boleh diberikan secara jujurnya adalah hampir tiada.

Debat Kemerdekaan 2009

Pertengahan Ogos 2009, diadakan Pertandingan Debat Kemerdekaan 2009 di USIM, Nilai. Pasukan UIAM kali ini membariskan muka lama dan baru dan lama tapi baru nampa muka, aha~ (Husna, Kajol, Yoges dan Auzan). Aku hanya mengikuti perkembangan diorang dari jauh kerana au terpaksa balik ke Kulim kerana pada 15 Ogos 2009 telah diadakan majlis tahlil di rumah and tahlil ni dah dirancang sekian lama, since aku buat attachment kat court Butterworth lagi. Maaflah kawan-kawan. Family comes first. Ada orang kata, kalau aku tak balik Kulim, confirmed aku yang debate kali ni, tapi tak pa lah, aku ditentukan untuk tak debate kali ni. Setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya.

Aku dikhabarkan yang diorang menang 5 perlawanan dalam pusingan awal (menang ke atas UUM, UTP, MMU, USIM dan UKM) dan tewas 1 perlawanan kepada UITM. Dengan kedudukan di ranking ke-2 di belakang UM, suku akhir UIAM bertemu dengan UPNM (Helman, Wan Ghazly dan Raja) dan alhamdulillah, UIAM menang dengan juri 4-1, Husna pendebat terbaik.

Di peringkat separuh akhir, seolah-olah sudah menjadi kewajipan untuk bertemu UTP dalam mana-mana pertandingan. Kombinasi yang mula dibentuk sejak Debat Arkib 2008 (Junny, Hairul dan Siddiq) boleh dikatakan agak berpengalaman, kombinasi ini jualah yang telah melenyapkan impian beraksi di pentas akhir DAS 2009 dan kali ini, ternyata, badi yang sama mengena apabila UTP sekali lagi berjaya menewaskan UIAM dengan juri 3-2 walaupun Kajol sebagai pendebat terbaik di dalam perlawanan itu. Sekali lagi kami dihampakan…

Tahniah kepad UTP kerana berjaya menjadi juara bertahan dalam pertandinga ini, tahniah juga kepada pasukan MMU yang berjaya memboloskan diri ke pertandingan akhir untuk 2 tournament berturut-turut, khusus kepada Myer kerana meraih gelaran pendebat terbaik pertandingan akhir.

Tindakan selanjutnya?

Berubah dan cari pembaharuan. Nasihat ini juga adalah untuk diriku sendiri. Tidak ada makna menuding jari, sebaliknya muhasabah secara sendiri dapat membantu kita menjadi pendebat dan manusia yang lebih berguna. Terima kasih kepada penyokong-penyokong yang turut mengikuti perjalanan ke UTP mahupun ke USIM. Kepada coaches dan ahli-ahli KDBM UIAM, maaflah kerana gagal melangsaikan bebanan ini dengan baik.

Perubahan bermula dengan diri sendiri. Kita yang memilihnya…

July

2009-07-23T12:28:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

1) Sorry lama geLL tak update, agak sibuk dengan urusan di kampus UIAM Gombak, maklumlah sem baru sudah bermula dan dah masuk minggu ke-2.

2) Pertandingan Debat Alam Sekitar 2009 akan diadakan di Universiti Teknologi Petronas (UTP), Tronoh, Perak. Pertandingan akan bermula hari Sabtu ini (25 Julai 2009) sehingga hari Selasa (28 Julai 2009).

3) Aku penat kebelakangan ini, bukan mengah ke apa tapi macam penat..itu sajorh~

28th June 2009 (Futsal and Konsert Dato Siti Nurhaliza)

2009-06-29T14:48:00.008+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

Sekrang aku berada di KL.
Berada di KL dalam masa seminggu untuk bergumbira seketika selepas abis attachment kat court tu. Akhirnya sempurna..huhuhu..

Bertolak dari Butterworth pada hari Sabtu, 27hb Jun, dengan menaiki bas jam 3 petang, berkenderaankan bas Transnasional, aku sampai di Hentian Duta pada jam 7.04 malam. Dalam 8.15 mlaam macam tu baru Zack datang ambik bersama Syazwan, semua gara-gara menunggu Syazwan bersiap (kata Zack lar kan). akibat lama tak jumpa member budak debate UIA ni, malam tu aku tido pukul 4.30 pagi, tahniah!!

Keesokannya, 28th June 2009, Bean kejut pukul 7.30 pagi, kejut aku, buat wake up call untuk pegi tengok futsal kat Subang, dekat dengan area Sunway Pyramid. So dengan berbekalkan 3 jam tido, kelam kabut mandi semua, pakai contact lense lagi, aku pun ikut lar Bean pegi sana. sebelum tu pegi ambik Joebar kat rumah dia dulu.

Then sampai sama, ada lar Chip, Pali, Nasim, Lomu, Apez and ramai lagi lorr. Diorang sampai awal gell (kira awal lar tu pasal kitorang sampai diorang dah ada ada kat situ). Then dekat-dekat game nak start dah team 1 lagi pun sampai, team along, Fahim, Fuad, Arm, Hakim, Tampin, Afiqqkhan bersama dengan Mayhur, Mat Rock dan lain-lain (aku pun ala-ala malas nak type, ramai lar jugak). So aku spent time dengan diorang sampai abis game semi plate team Along, then aku kena gerak ke KLCC pasla nak pegi beli perfume and barang skit. Untukr ecord, perfume aku dah abis baru-baru ni, so kenalah beli yang baru and semalam aku pegi Parkson KLCC, beli perfume Armani Diamond, wangi lar, sedap, sweet, and dapat voucher RM30. Muahaha..

Dah abis beli barang semua, kat area lif KLCC tu, dalam perjalanan nak ke LRT, ternampak beberapa makhluk yang memakai baju cheering Koleq, tup tup, antaranya Popo and Shahir. Diroang kat situ bawak budak SSP and beberapa student form Indonesia jalan-jalan kat KLCC, sempena program Summit verangan yang buat kat koleq basru-baru ni. apa lagi, teruslah budak 2 ekor tu excited jumpa aku, siap tinggalkan member diorang lagi, sembang dengan aku punyer lama, siap hantar aku ke LRT lagi ni, tak tahan betul. Anyway terima kasih Popo and Shahir.
Malam tu aku ada agenda yang lebih ebsar, Konsert Eksklusif SATU Dato Siti Nurhaliza kat Istana Budaya.

Aku gerak dari UIA dengan Zack, Wan Gem and Syazwe, Abe Haq nak ke sana dengan scandal dia (aha~). So, malam tu before masuk dalam hall, kitorang bergambar sakan lar kat luar tu. Huhu.. Gambar yang lain nanti korang tengok alr kat Facebook ek? Zack tak upload lagi.. Hehehe..

Anyway, bagi aku, personally, konsert tu sangat best, and tambah grand bila Tun Dr Mahathir and Tun Dr Siti Hasmah pun pegi malam tu, memang meletz abis lar!! Kalau aku, out of 5, aku bagi 4 stars. Sebabnya?

Vocal CT memang lar best, sangat meletz TETAPI ada 1 baju yang dia pakai tu buruk, colour hjau pekat, ala-ala warna Kadet Remaja Sekolah (KRS), terus down..and props yang digunakan agak biasa saja, tak grand. So, deserve lar dapat 4 bintang. Yang penting, ada 2-3 orang lelaki yang agak 'lemah lembut' kat sebelah aku, memang bising and diorang memang sangat over excited, rimas aku!!

Lepas konsert tu kitorang tak sempat nak dapatkan signature dia pasal keluar dari hall dah pukul 11.25 p-m, kitorang kena rush balik UIA lagi, nak makan lagi, before tengok konsert tu memang lapar geLL. Selamat lar konsert yang bermula dengan opening act oleh Aizat and CT pulak start dengan lagu Hati dan berakhir dengan lagu Cahaya Cinta tu mampu melupakan perut aku yang kelaparan ini. Huhuhu..

Sekian dulu...

26 jun 2009

2009-06-27T00:57:00.009+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

1. Hari ni tamatlah sudah attachment program aku kat Mahkamah Sesyen/Majistret Butterworth. Alhamdulillah.. Komen panjang berkaitan attachment ni, tak payah lar kot. Cumanya, aku rasa program yang bercredit hour 5 macam ni, perlu assigned to the supervisor/master untuk bagi students tu some work to do because kalau tak, memang jadi macam aku lar, termenung jauh jer selalu. Cuma di akhir-akhir program ni baru terasa best skit. Staff mahkamah memang sangat frenly, seriously. Hakim dan majistret pulak, ada yang baik, ada yang kekwat, masing-masing punyer perangai lar kan.

Dengan Irene, attachment student from UKM

Bersama Tuan Amin(duduk), Kak Yanti (Melayu), Kak Vani (India)

Bersama Kak Guna (duduk) dan Miss Hui

Verangan

Before gunting rambut

2. Pagi tadi aku dengar kat radio waktu bawak kereta nak pegi court yang Michael Jackson sudah meninggal dunia kerana komplikasi jantung kalau tak silap. Terkejut aku. And 1 hari, dari pagi sampai petang Hot FM sembang pasal Michael Jackson. Nak buat macam mana, ajal maut di tangan Tuhan. Tapi aku confuse, sampai sekarang, status Michael Jackson ni, dia ni Islam ke tidak? Tau tak?

3. Malam tadi tengok Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen kat Jusco Bandar Perda, Penang, tengok dengan mak and adik (Aiman). Bagi aku movie tu sangat meletz and wajib tengok bagi sesiapa yang tak tengok lagi. Huhuhu

Sekian..